Sunday, 29 November 2009

a suicide letter

I know why she didn't write a suicide letter. When you have reached the very end of your tether, you have nothing to say. What can you say to console the people you leave behind? What can you say to explain your reasons? Is there anything left to say when you've been through this a million times? Can you say sorry when you know it is completely meaningless? Can you say I love you when you are deserting everyone, causing immense pain and scarring them for life? Can you express your feelings when you know that there is no way to communicate what you are really feeling inside? When it becomes a conscious rational decision, and you sit down to write a letter, everything that comes out sounds either stupid, selfish or cliched. All I can say is that I have made the decision full stop. Goodbye.

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